So im just going into day three. I cant sleep but theres a few reasons for that first is its hot tonight.
Ive looked at some of the pinned posts, which have been great advice. Im vaping abit more then i was. Most nights i wud have my last fag at 10 so i have a vape then and go to bed.
I cud scream. Im really frusrated and get all angry over everything. I still am refusing to give in. People have said go and have a fag. Im like no and if u give me one i will break it. Ive ended my 12 year relationship tonight, ive told him about his self, his mother. I wud usually cry at the thought of being alone. I havent cried once. I havent reached for fags at the first thing that wud usually stress me out and usually chain smoke at. I dont even feel stressed over it. I wud usually go into anxious mode, have a panic attack. Instead nothing but cravings for a fag. Ouch i read it was just a pang in a book. Erm its more then just a pang its a nightmare.ive become the biggest b##ch wen im usually to nice with people. Even the kids have told me to have a fag. I need this to pass, i cant wait till it passes. Anybody how long as u took u? Or did u cope better?