It sucks to feel this way--I cannot get out due to weather even if I wanted to. I feel this "hunger"deep and gnawing... I will try to satisfy it with food but It is bad today-- it speaks to me and whispers"Just one would be so nice-c,mon"-but as AA says" One is to many and 100 is not enuff" This is not fun--this is the tough part- this is the sick to your guts part-this is what we don't want to face part--THIS is addiction-and it hurts............I am on the NOPE raft adrift on a sea of nicotine and wanting.....
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