Day 15

[jaglan]

Well today my gums are feeling a bit better but my teeth are KILLING! 👷And to top the day off my nose decided to explode in stead of my gums?😱? Mustn't complain as psychologically havnt needed to kill anyone today which I think is a good thing. 😬I really don't mind the physical pain or blood, or the copious amount of 💨💨💨 but it's the rock in the stomach and the mind games that are a killer for me... I pray 🙏that I have a few good hours again tomorrow ! At least I'm getting a few hours of respite LONG MAY IT LAST!!!

[droopyJ]

Ahhh jaglan your really going through it.. Well a t least it won't get any worse hun... stick with it coz your doing great 😆😆

[Briarwood Administrator Ducky]

Hiya jaglan, good news your gums and teeth are a positive sign that you're healing and I had that as well. Not the nose but maybe you heal quicker than I did😉 anyway the really good news is you didn't kill anyone today😂 times I was sure I'd make the front page news for murdering hubby............. Just to make it clear I didn't (just felt like it sometimes)😡 Mind games are particularly difficult but as long as you stay determined and remember no matter how bad it is, a 2 minute puff will not make it any better. Just goes to show how strongly Mr nic wants you back and he won't give up without a fight. Fight back and NOPE NOPE NOPE, you CAN do it👍🏼😊x

[jaglan 22 Months Winner in reply to Briarwood]

Glad all this pain is good news briar!!! For a silly second there I was thinking it was bloody awful!!! 😄😏 mind you, think monky has just talked up a bought of constipation!! At least that might halt the wind 😷😨

Which has been my weapon of choice for anger release! Ibroprofen tomorrow I think. Unless you good people have any suggestions for pain relief holistically???

[Briarwood Administrator Ducky in reply to jaglan]

Prunes 👍x

[monky Administrator Cake sniffer outer]

Aup Jaglan, am sooooo flippin glad you aint killed anybody

Most of your symptoms are pretty normal for 2 weeks quit but as for the rock in your stomach ! erm am not sure about ermmm, I dont suppose it could be constipation could it cos a lot of us get that in the early part of our quit, have you been to your doc about it

As for the mind games, I think most of us get them too there is a post on here that tells you all about it, I will find it and repost it for you, it may just help you to know why you get these mind games eh

Jaglan, your doing ever so well you flippin stick at it, keep focused and positive and remember NOPE

[jaglan 22 Months Winner in reply to monky]

Hey monky! Wish it was a bit of constipation (mmmm better not talk that one up!!) the "rock" is what I label anxiety... As it feels soooo hard all good re docs and she's put me on the cardio rehab course which should help all free for me as I made the effort to quit so she signed the forms ...

[glolin LONG TERM WINNER]

hi jaglan,

you truly are doing fantastic

When the going get tough...you just keep on getting tougher...Feel proud of yourself

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[jaglan 22 Months Winner in reply to glolin]

Cheers glolin! 😇 you guys are the ones who keep us newbies going!!! Thank you

[glolin LONG TERM WINNER in reply to jaglan]

I was so grateful for all the support and encouragement i got when i first started my quit journey a year ago..

These days, it is you newbies that i just feel so blessed to be able to sit back and watch you all flourish I am just loving following all the journeys so a big THANK YOU

[jaglan 22 Months Winner]

Xx😬😇😋😳😁 make the most of my good respite hours! I am