So I like the perks of being a non smoker but smoking more than half my life I have no idea who the He// I am.
I am going through life's hard times but I would be going ghrough them even if I did smoke. I just don't look forward to much anymore, everything is a chore.
Doc checked me out well a couple of weeks ago and put me on antidepressants for a few months. I go to bed every night and say, tomorrow will be a productive and positive day and I will get out of this funk....I have never watched so much television!
Why can't I stop thinking about smoking? I feel like I really miss them -I am embarrassed to even say that 🙈 I am just so tired, sad and glum and I don't even want to socialize, most days I shut the ringers off of my phones!!!