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My 8 yr old told me she was proud of me last night. What an incentive. Going to find things to do today, I'm writing a list (rather than Xmas cards!) I'll see how far I get through it. Got offered a different job this week, same company but less hours, more than twice the salary. I hope it comes off, it was my first day off the fags, this is my new life I'm hoping. you lot are great, I appreciate the replies loads, makes is not quite such a lonely place.
Two nights in a row I've had mental dreams about loosing things, waking at five and not being able to get back to sleep. Interesting though, I've been trying to loose the fags for years, I wonder if its my subconscious looking for something. The mind has a mind of its own!!!
Blimey, it's just got so dark here I can hardly see the keys on my keyboard. I wish they'd get the weather forecast right or just not bother - all that storm and rain and wind yesterday didn't materialise. It rained a bit, was breezy and then the sun came out! It's supposed to be sunny today - eh? Isn't it amazing how warm it's staying too.
I've got friends who live in Bath, they were woken up by horrific thunder and lightening last night, but yes mild and damp up here in the North. Weird.
we had quite a bit of rain last night, yesterday afternoon it absolutely teamed down too and today is a tad grey. However, I know that based on past weather history it could go either way and we may end up with a bright afternoon, watch this space! Saying that, I did dream last night that it was snowing!
Lots to catch up on here, great support and advice being given out by everyone. I think you are all fab
JillyGirl, I have to agree with you - lets move down South as Andi always seems to have the nicer weather
Puppieseatchairs, whacky dreams are all part of the healing process. Great to hear that your daughter is encouraging you and recognises the effort you are putting in to stay quit, even at just 8 years old bless
Friezfriend, sounds like you have the same weather as us here in Liverpool.At least you don't have to try and light up any cigarettes now in the cold, wet and wind eh?!
My, my, where has the morning gone?!
Stay strong everyone and put those pennies saved to good use
Is there something you're not telling us? Did you fall off the perch recently and quit again? I only ask cos you keep having weird dreams. (Whoops! I'd better scoot off and hide. )
Still a non-smoker Andi. Can you imagine if I did though?! At least I'd know where to get some sound help!
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Aup Andi, Its either that or she's got a bun in the oven hmmmm Andi !! I'm scooting off with you to hide gal, oyyyyy hang on a minute, cos my scooters not like it used to be you know
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