Lovely to see all the success stories coming thru!! Haven't been on the site for a good few days and - well - lovely to see it being used and all the encouragement we give each other. No gory details - but had a bit of a rough ride with the old chemotherapy (yup! Lung Cancer) - but I am back on track after a leisurely few days in hospital again. I have no desire to smoke again - but it is soooooo hard at times. I think that when I went to the Cancer centre on Thursday - one of the most shocking sights was watching a lady fagging it outside the unit, right next to a no smoking sign - and not in the least bit troubled about it!! I felt quite angry - because even when I did smoke - THAT would not have been the place I would have sneaked one!!
Despite having the dreaded disease - I have to say that both myself and my house don't stink of smoke, and it really does take all the stress out of those 'where can I have my fag if its a no smoking place?' So - all you guys that are doing such a good job on the stopping front - do keep at it. It is so worth it - and just take little tiny steps - even if it is just to get through the next 5 mins til it passes again.