This is getting worse - not a good day at work - All workmates being smokers and I don't even get the peace of being able to spend 3-4 mins outside away from the stress. Someone in the office arguing black is white telling me I was incorrect - when in fact they were wrong as it turned out. No apology - they just went off for a fag!! Kept my mouth shut - but sooo wanted that wicked little piece of tobacco. Someone offered me one - sooooo tempting!! I've got through it and have landed home in one piece without Nic - and without killing someone!! I hope this is going to go sometime soon - am proper fed up . Anyway I have been in the garden getting my hands very dirty weeding and feeding etc. Decided to download to you lot now - sorry!! Please tell me this will go away - its as bad as it was on my first day. I would be so disappointed in myself if I had a ciggy now, so am gonna keep occupied for the rest of the evening or go to bed or something . . . . .