It's December 23 and I should be relishing in the joys of my kids but I can't. I have been having lower back pain and cramping with sharp pains for the last several weeks, close to eight now. I went to the ER one month ago and they did a transvaginal ultrasound and said it was fine, no solid mass but a tiny fluid filled sac. Pain has not subsided and I feel full and icky. I went to my family doctor. He did a pelvic exam and said it appeared fine. Pain and discomfort still did not pass. I went to a gastroenterologist and he will give me a colonoscopy and a gastroscope in a few months. Last stop was yesterday to see my internist. He wanted me to get the ca125 done. I had it done once before six months ago and it was normal. Well the results came in and I have access to them online and they are a 73!!!
I'm so scared. I have two small children and I am 39 years old. I can't stop crying. I don't understand why it could read that high when they told me my scan was fine a month ago.
Sorry for the long lost. Just really scared.