Had x ray 2 weeks ago on my wrist because of worse than usual RA pain and got told today that I have a hole in the bone which indicates a tumour so being fast tracked for more scans and things. This comes in the same week that my sister has been told she has bladder cancer, what a week! I also had my 65th birthday this week. Its certainly been a week of very mixed emotions for me. I am trying very hard to be positive but its hard.