Well here we are with a nice sunny and cold day. I don't know what to do with myself. Don't know whether i want to go out or not. My head is telling it wants to go out,my body,now that's telling a completely different story.
My body aches despite having a good nights sleep.The pain in my shoulder won't go away,don't know whether it's the fibro or connected to my chest. Now that is a conundrum in itself. Is the problem with the chest caused by a chest infection or is it related to the mtx that i'm taking. I am not sure which,though beginning to think it is the later. The trouble with my body is it seems to bring out something else all the time. I wonder if it's time to put me down!!!!!!!!
I think i'm just an old crock that wants throwing in the bin!!! I'm 56 for gods sake yet feel about 96. Nothing seems to work properly, wonder if i go to the doctors and ask for some remodeling will they give me smaller breasts,less weight, no ra,fibro,and do you think they will make me thin. I can wish can't i.
I know i've said in the past that god only gives what he knows we can cope with,but i think he is being a bit unfair with me,because he's giving me everybody else's pain as well .
Never mind people the sun is in the sky and it's not raining,so must be thankful for something.
Have a good day to all of you.