I haven't posted in a very long time, I am sure there are still people around from my old days.
I kicked, cried and relapsed so many times, more than I can count really.
Finally, after many attempts, I stopped smoking in 2015 just before my 40th birthday. It was tough, but with champix and this forum I did it.
After that, had one relapse and I thought I was doomed again but bravely enough, I reset my count and stopped again.
I did not count the days anymore, I think I'm around 3 years smoke free... I don't even know anymore to be honest.
I know that I no longer think about cigarettes or smoke, it's no longer part of my life.
I've gone through painful times, happy times, stress and happiness and fags no longer come to my thoughts.
If I can do it, you can too, stay strong 😘