Me and my mum made up! Yay! I think falling out with her was stressing me out more than giving up smoking?! Maybe she did this on purpose....no she didn’t but also I showered today and have a spring in my step. I don’t feel AS tired and even though I went back to bed after I got up and ate breakfast I haven’t napped today!
I can definitely smell so much more?! And my taste is already improving! I can’t believe how strong some things taste?! I also feel ‘different’ - I don’t know how to explain it. Like less foggy, less heavy but like lightness and clean but inside?
Still no cravings. I definitely just don’t want to smoke! Maybe I just needed to want this? I’m feeling so positive and happy. And wondering why I didn’t do this years before now. I feel like I’m entering into a new world 🌍
Hope everyone else is feeling just as positive today whenever you are in your journey. Day 5 or day 30 - for me I just believe I’ve really beaten smoking! Maybe I’m still awaiting harder times...
I’ve struggled with a lot of break ups and still on no contact with the guy I liked. I read before heart break is like a drug withdrawal so considering I’m going though a double whammy I feel so proud of myself.