I have to admit mentally I have prepared for this and feel so strong!
HOWEVER I did not realise how exhausted and tired I would feel. It sort of feels like I have the flu with the exhaustion!! I really hope this lifts soon as I miss my exercise and hobbies. I still haven’t had a single thought that I want or need a cigarette?! It’s day 4 and I don’t miss it at all? Is this normal?
All it is is riding out these waves physically - I have no control over how my body is reacting to this. It must be working so hard to replace, repair and adapt. My poor body!! Why did I only realise and want this after 16years (half my life). I feel so ashamed I’ve been punishing myself for so long.
Me and mum fell out today. It’s to do with how tired I am. Her reaction is ‘you might as well smoke because at least you’re happy’ which I got terribly upset about because that isn’t supportive. I met my best friend who walked with me for an hour and brought me my favourite sweets and a nice diet cherry coke which omg tastes so so good! My taste for things is already changing?!!!
I really wish tomorrow I can do more than watch Netflix all day. The walk with my friend did help but as soon as I got home I slept for most the afternoon as it tired me out so much! Anyone else relate to this? Any tips?