Hi all. Back from a relapse. My husband passed unexpectedly 6 months ago. I had oneof those days where my grief just poured out of me and I gave in. Next quit date is 7th March. Have taken 9th and 10th off work which gives me 4 days to withdraw. I'm going to go cold turkey and rid myself of this addiction once and for all. My son and I are going to Japan in Oct and I will NOT be smoking. This time a planned short sharp attack. I'm building my resolve. Smoking will not bring my hubby back but not smoking will extend my time with my children.