I have found that I Can make the decision to smoke - break my quit - even when I know it is not my true desire! This is my fear as I start my day.
If I ride my bike to work it is much less likely that I will smoke during the day. My True Desire is to keep riding my bike to work for as long as I can!
My question is: Will I ever loose this fake desire to smoke, or will I just finally learn not to have that thought?