February 11th is 4 months for me. This past week and this week I have thought about buying a pack of smokes. I can't get it out of my head. Of course, I don't want to, but I don't understand why I've gone this long and am still having cravings and thoughts. The cravings come and go and I can get over those pretty quickly. But the thought won't go away.I mean I can see it. I can taste it. I will say I was a true addict to nicotine. I pretty much was intravenously administering it. I smoked, then chewed the nicotine gum during the day at work. Go home and smoke again. This was everyday for years. Couldn't go to work without it. Drove in ice storms to get that stupid gum. I'd smoke a cigarette and then put a piece of gum in my mouth because I didn't get enough stimulation. I think of how disappointed God would be in me if I started again. He was my motivation for quitting this time. I keep praying for relief. Anyway, enough with my story. When will I be over this "hump"? Because I can't wait to get there.