So I stopped smoking in 2011/12 for 8 months, only to stupidly start again. Ive tried many times since but i never make the 24 hours, excusing myself to start tomorrow every time I tried. Fimiliar for all us addicts!
So I'm in day 5, and amidst the cravings, the blurred vision and tingly feet, the anger and the tears, I have the increasing odd occasion of remembering when I stopped last time, that non-smokers dont rush! They dont rush a cig before they go into a buidling, they dont rush out after a meeting for a cig, always rushing for that next fix! I had forgotten the sense of calm I had as a non-smoker, albeit it took about 2 months to feel that way!
So in relative calm, Im working my way through my milestones, getting to that calm place again.
Stick with it guys!