Why does it seem to be getting harder, I know I want to quit but it seems harder today than days 2&3!
So scared about putting on weight as have always had self image issues, luckily off work from tomoz so think that might help, got things planned with boyfriend for the day.
I just keep thinking but I was happy last week and now I feel down, but when I was smoking i always wanted to quit and always had that niggling downer, ggrrr, sorry just having a rant, no one I work with really understands they either smoke and have no intention of quitting or they have never smoked!!
Out for lunch today with friend who is an ex smoker of 20 a day, she now has the occasional cigarette when too much Vino has been involved but appart from that totally smoke free, hoping she will have some tips!!
Sorry to go on, work in an open plan office but actually spoke to no one for three whole hours yesterday, busy time at work and everyone is stressed, so nice to feel like I'm actually talking to someone! x