im sorry ive not been very supportive of late

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Hello to all you lovely wonderful people

i know i have been missing in action so to speak for a while now and i do apologise for not being as supportive but have had afew horrid upsetting stressful weeks that i thought was never going to end mainly related to my mum bless her who keeps me on tenderhooks with going in and out of hospital i am trying not to look too far down that road

but i know i have to face that reality at some point i just bless every day that she is still here even if its not all of her she seems to have moved up a level on the dementia path and getting more vunerable i hate this disease its so horrible i really really hope they find a way of stopping people from developing it soon

also one of the carers hasnt been doing her duties :mad: but that bit is now sorted thankfully so thats aload of my mind

oh and my love life :eek: :confused: thats how thats been up and down like a damn yo yo but i have made a decision that maybe this guy isnt the one for me so its finished now and even though that was really painful i do feel alot better in myself and slowly getting back to my old self

i have got some new pictures to post on the caturday thread which i will do once i have finished this

and give me afew days to catch up with all your progresses please there has been alot going on :eek: and

soo many newbies too which is brilliant

who will need converting to loving cats too ;)

sending love and hugs to you all my dear online family xxx

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Thank you for your words hun x

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Oh Carol, what a very uncomfortable time your having yes it is such a horrid illness, and very upsetting at times but in the future you will look back and remember all the fun times you had way back.

I do hope life is starting to be a bit kinder to you. You deserve a little peace at least.

Just take the days as they come, there is no tomorrow, or yesterday, so just focus on today my lovely.

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Thanks Tracey

I do try to do that but some days are harder then others

I know I'm blessed to still have her here and get to see glimpses of my real mum every now and again but those times are getting rarer

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Carol,

All I can say is that you're one very brave and lovely lady.

I'm sending as many virtual hugs as I can your way. It can't be easy watching your mum's health fail and caring is a terribly stressful thing. Do try to get some time to yourself when possible won't you?

Tell you what- there's a very special person out there with your name on somewhere and you'll find him (or he'll find you) when the time is right.

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Carol,

All I can say is that you're one very brave and lovely lady.

I'm sending as many virtual hugs as I can your way. It can't be easy watching your mum's health fail and caring is a terribly stressful thing. Do try to get some time to yourself when possible won't you?

Tell you what- there's a very special person out there with your name on somewhere and you'll find him (or he'll find you) when the time is right.

Thank you Sam for your kind words and i do try with the boys and of course my girls they all give me so much love and support i am truly blessed to have them in my life

as for another man time will tell as one of my friends said he obviously wasnt meant to stay in my life xxx

Sending you lots of dog kisses

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ahhh thanks Jenny and sweet little Alfie xxx

Thinking of you ..... Stay strong and sending buckets of best wishes.

Ahhh thank you sweet lady for your kind words x

i did have afew tears reading these messages but they are not sad tears

makes me wonder sometimes how many tears can someone cry before they stop :confused::rolleyes:

i have started doing my daily meditations eft sessions and affamations again which are helping me to focus and stay calm

again thank you sending ((love and hugs)) to you all xxx