After 32 days without smoking I relapsed today
I went out to drink with a couple of friends today, I din't smoke when around them but on my way home I got 2 cigs and smoked them just now.
I got through the past month without many cravings despite being surrounded by smokers and drinking regularly. Today I had 4 large beers and was completely fine as I usually drink rum and usually lots of it without getting drunk.
To be honest, the first cig gave me a tingling sensation throught my body not the usual high that I get when I smoke them. I lit the second one just to prove myself that I don't like them anymore and it was kinda true. I smoked it and din't feel a thing. I just smoked so that it gets over and don't feel like smoking again now.
I don't know what I am getting up to tomorrow. Will I like them ? Will I think about smoking as soon as I get up tomorrow like before ?
I really don't know what more to say now. Would like to hear from people who've relapsed like me for advice.