Well as you all probably know I fell off the wagon, I really fell off it as I've had a 10 pack since yesterday after work
I now have a choice which I would really like your advice/guidance on (promise last time then I'll give over about me!) , there are two cigs left in that pack. I really want to quit but I have a lot of educating and talking to myself to do. I'm afraid to step back that I won't get back on the wagon soon but on the other hand I'm scared of failing again.
So my choice is do I finish the pack, then have a complete fresh start when I wake up in the morning or do I buy more and hold off until I feel ready??? What if I never feel ready!
Also hubby hasn't smoked since Sunday evening so he's on board!
I just don't know what to do? How do I know when I'm ready? Do I just take the plunge and fight it till the death? How do I get rid of this self doubt and fear of failure..