I am now on day 32 and feeling strong in most situations but unfortunately it is causing a bit of an issue with my girlfriend.
She is still smoking as well as her parents, I spend 3 or 4 evenings a week in their home for meals etc, I stayed away from these situations for the first couple of weeks but more recently I felt like I couldn’t just stop going round altogether. Oh and obviously they smoke in their home and I am in no position to ask them to smoke outside. It’s their house !!
To cut a long story short - I am so pissed off with my girlfriend for still smoking (we agreed to quit together), and I am confused about how I should feel about this, on one hand I am being a complete hypocrite but on the other hand I feel disrespected. Especially when she lights up in the car, after meals and drinks etc, the nicodemon then makes me feel like I’m missing out.
Earlier today I even had the horrible thought "Why should I quit if she hasn’t, I should just buy 10 to prove a point", I quickly realised that I am doing this for me and for nobody else, and what a fool I would be if I did such a thing.
Also I have noticed that I am very quick to temper recently, I have a very low threshold with my patience, is anyone else experiencing this at week 4/5?
Apologies for the rant, just needed to get a few things of my chest.
I'd be interested in hearing your thoughts people.