This will be the first time I have ever become so disgusted by my smoking that I have decided I want it to be something that I did in the past. I've recently started to feel it slowing me down and causing a constant feeling of guilt that I'm going for it.
I thought I would sign up here for the camaraderie and advice from the those that have done it. I have tried before, but always with the thought in mind that I could always enjoy the odd one here and there if I wasn't smoking 20 a day. Now I want to stop thinking about smoking, I want it out of my sphere of thought completely.