Phew, I got through yesterday by the skin of my teeth.thank you to those of you who offered support and advice you really helped me.
I haven't got any sh*t going on I was just having a bad quit day.
My day didn't start so well, I was on an early which means I have to be up for 5. When youre only getting at most 3 hours sleep on a good night a 5 am wake up call is annoying to say the least. Ive also changed depts. at work, I suffer from depression and have gone part time to help me stay in work, Im customer servce manager now. Well I had the ****tiest customer in the world as my first customer yesterday morning. I had sent my team leader to get some reports and was on my own. Anyway I told him if he continued being rude I would ban him lol. So that set the scene for my day,
My deputy then asked me to stay for an hour,.....really helping my return to work programme there, two hours later I was still in work, So I really, really, nearly convinced myself to start smoking.
Today I have a day off, things are calm and lovely. Im going to my sons for dinner, I get to spend time with the love of my life, my gorgeous grandson and YES Im glad I didn't cave in. Im glad I logged on here when I got home. Im glad there are people here who understand.
But most of all Im glad that Im STILL a non smoker.