17 days into quit number lots, and i'm feeling good about this one, like really good, and that this feels different, like its THE quit, it feels easier than other attempts and i have a calm air of acceptance that i just no longer smoke anymore.... The brain and the body have had a little chat and agreed for the time being they're not up for a fag. progress! Yay!
The niodemon has slept for this weekend, and not awoken (badly) even after a few beers at a smoking friends bbq. woken up this morning with a sore throat though, had a tight chest for a couple of days, maybe i'm cleaning and repairing, and its the passive smoke that has affected me?
I felt a bit sorry for the addicts.... not in a patronising way but just that it feels good to not have to cadge fags when i ran out and making sure that you had enough for one in the morning when you wake up in order to take on the day.
I'm enjoying smelling things and having a faint whiff of something which is quite far away that i wouldn't have otherwise been able to smell.... downside is picking up my doggies 'presents' but thats a very small downside to all of the upsides i believe.
Its ace to be on here as well and the support and tracking that we all do, everyone give yoursellves a massive pat on the back, your all winners, no matter how far along or how many times you've embarked on the journey, your still winning. Its good to be in a community with so many winners.
Love Z xx