I've been going through a load of wanting to smoke times - no real reason behind it, just for some reason wanting to say stuff it and light up - the demon's line was:
"Try one, you probably won't like it but at least you'll know"
Had even wondered about buying a 10 pack just to see - but I haven't (or a 20 before you ask :p) the demon was having a good go and was beginning to win though. :eek:
Then yesterday happened.
Am WeQuit's resident shopaholic and buy a lot of clothes on eBay (who doesn't love a bargain) and yesterday among other things I got a skirt I'd bought, love it but when I opened the parcel (think girl on Christmas morning kind of thing :p).... *eww fags* It's clean, and had been washed but wow it stunk like an ashtray!!
Bye bye to thoughts about "just one" because I know there's no such thing, and about smoking again!!
As much as I can comfort myself that I didn't smell that bad (was an outdoor smoker most of the time so I probably didn't) the idea of willingly making my hair, breath and hands smell like that again - no flipping way!! :eek::eek::eek:
I guess as much as you can tell yourself smoking is bad, stinky etc, sometimes something has to bring it home to you?