Had a bit of a reality check earlier. I was on whyquit.com reading the celebrities who sadly died to the weed section. It surprised me to see the founder of Marlboro (i think) and then the third heir to malboro were listed on there! Enphesemia both of them! I didnt suprise me because they were smokers, more because they know exactly what smoking does to people as they know the real test results of there 'independent' studies! the fact its a killer which they all lied about for years. I thought WOW that really is the true nature of this thing, slap in the face.
Sadly many people get the warning signs after the damage is done. I thank my lucky stars I have this mindset at 24 and I have a chance not to suffer because of it, and i thought you know what....i want to keep it that way I never want to have no choice.
My dad had deep vein thrombosis in his legs, and he died of a fatal blockage to the left ventricle to his heart while kick starting a motor bike. the thrombosis no doubt from the fags, and the blockage? well it could of come from his legs. When i smoke I feel as though I am being ignorant and almost arrogant thinking I will be fine. When he passed I said to myself I will take the only positive thing I can from this and that is to quit smoking, kind of a sign of respect to him.
So - Why are wasting all this money? for something deadly that does nothing for us? to then sit and play Russian roulette with our health? if you imagine it as a cartoon of the man with his last 10er, buying the fags, having one then going 'ahhhh i hope its not me' then half an hour later lights up again...what an idiot! absolute insanity.:confused:
anyways, i wanted to share that incase anyone is having doubts about quitting, remember why you are here. smoking is not a joke.
much love xxxx