Good Morning all
This is my 14th day now, yup 2 weeks now since i stopped smoking those ciggies and tomorrow i can join the lovelly Week 3 experiences.
For me i cant believe that 2 weeks have gone by already. I have also been off the Champix now for a week and apart from still getting really tierd for a bit in the afternoons i think those have started to clear from my system.
I also have no intention of starting that disgusting habit again as i dont want to feel the odd one out or end up in nasty rows with my OH just because he gave up and i was still puffing away, even now i feel a little odd because the routine we get ourselves into has to change first and the other part of the process is to keep it going and not slip up. I for one know that i stopped because i wanted too and not because of pressure from other people or for any other reason and i feel that because my reasons are so different, i am in more control this time and its going to work.
2 weeks in and apart from my lungs still shifting the crap, have a slight back ache and the tierdness in the afternoon im almost 100% and i would not want to have to start again, ever! Why would you put yourself through all of this and then go back, i know i wont and hopefully because no one else here smokes i am not tempted by them, infact the smell now makes me urge and thats good cos i dont want to go back to them. My clothes smell nice, my breath smells sweeter, my teeth are cleaner, my fingers are smell free and TBH i knew that as a smoker i smelt even with having a cig outside and now when i think about it, i think it must have been awfull no wonder my OH moaned at me and i dont blame him. URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Anyhow, tomorrow i start my journey in the Week 3 experriences and i am looking forward to being a better person.