:)Day 18.... I think today might actually be the first day I feel proud for not smoking. I think today might be the first day I believe I might kick this thing. I do still have the constant cravings but if I have gone this long without a smoke - I think I might be winning. Kicking nicotines ****! I don't feel as depressed - but I am a grouch.:mad: I know all of this will pass - and I welcome some sense of normalcy with open arms when it decides to show up. All I know is today I am a better person for not smoking.
I thank God for sunflower seeds and ask he give my partner the patience to put up with my grouchiness. And I thank all of you for welcoming me into your group. Oh and cinnamon sticks...I can't forget those. I am thankful for cinnamon sticks.