Not sure what's going on but have constant desire to smoke. Life is quite stressful but on the whole nice stressful - selling up and moving on - so this may be the problem - trying to make life changing decisions without my 'old friend' - I find hard. Still need to find a substitute that will give me that trigger to relax.
Smoking has been part of my life for 40 years and hard to let go - don't feel horrified by smoking just don't do it anymore but boy do I miss it.
I know in the longer term it will be better - so hanging in - sorry no great wonderful transformation story as yet!