Day 10 of quitting cold turkey... and I've been having a couple of really hard days, thinking about smoking a lot.
But what really annoys me most, is the willingness of my mind to trick me. So, I want to smoke so badly, right? But if I think about the actual act of smoking, I do not feel any release or pleasure anymore (and that's in stark contrast with the earliest days in my quit): just a, okay, why would I want to put smoke in my lungs? So: I don't want to smoke, yet I keep telling myself I do. How messed up is that?
But, hanging in there. Still not smoking