They have stressed me out big time and since learning today that my ex is smoking once more (he hardly stopped, it turns out! :mad I feel like going to the shop now to buy some fags! Only friggin' stopped 'cos of him. And now that my kids have seriously stressed me out I think I need a fag to keep my sanity!
I think I will buy ten and smoke em all. Start again with my quit tomorrow. Well, if I am in the right frame of mind, that is. I'm fighting something that will ultimately beat me in the end anyway so why fight it? Darn, I was doing so well today too. Was on a right high (had a good day) and now, after my rant at the kids, all I want is a cig.
Team, I guess I'm gonna be booted out aren't I?!