32days, and I failed. The stress got too much, and I was depressed. Had an uneccessary fight with hubby because I was selfish. Asked him to buy me smokes. Lasted another 2 hours after he bought me smokes and that was it. It is my fault that he gave in as well. I made him throw 12days away and he went through the ****ty feelings of Champix for nothing.
I feel like **** failing and even worse because hubby started again as well. Smoking mightve made me feel calmer, but it still did not change things between me and hubby. In fact, it mightve made it worse.
Thanks for everyone standing by us for the while we stopped, it did help. I am sorry I failed myself, my hubby and you guys.