Not sure how to post on this site but here goes. I have been lurking around here for 61 days and I really like reading the posts and take comfort reading the replies. This my first post. I stopped on 11 January 2015, it's been a road of highs and lows. Oddly the last few days have been awful and I have been getting strong urges with this horrible inner anger. Is this normal so far down the line, will I ever be me again? I feel dismal at times. Of course, very chuffed I managed to make it this far but I am getting fed up with the inner struggle. Thanks for reading.