Today is day 1 of my new life as a non smoker. And day 12 of Champix. In the days leading up to my quit day I smoked less and less and thought that today would be a breeze. How stupid was i. It has been a long rough day but the worst part was that little voice inside me head telling me how I love to smoke, and I should have a smoke oh and why not just go have a smoke!!!! I'm trying to be strong and keep telling myself that this is my choice and that's all it is. Yesterday I chose to smoke and today I do not. This works most of the time. I haven't caved to the voice and I'm determined not to but I'm thinking I'm gonna end up in the nut house!!!