Hija all and fellow new year quitters! Nice to "meet" you and thx for a life saving forum.
I have been trying to quit for the past seven years. My last quit was 10 months and I failed last summer. Now trying again, but really struggling with the thought of never being able to smoke. There are no rational reasons for starting again, but I can not seem to get this monster out of my head. I just keep wanting one and at the same time hating my self for it. Argh! I am finding it soooo hard to keep fighting this fight all the time, every day, every hour. I am tired of quitting and most of all tired of fighting. I wonder if there will ever be a day when I could have a glass of nice red wine and not think about smoking?
Any other serial quitters out there who share the pain or have managed to finally do it?