Feel slightly guilty posting as I am more of a lurker than poster but the advice that I have found here has been absolutely invaluable. Day to day I feel pretty good, I am fairly certain that I'm not going to smoke - I've been quit for 65 days and been to weddings, hen dos and a number of events when I would normally smoke and I haven't but my question is really about feelings towards smoking. I just feel fairly ambiguous towards it, I guess I kind of hoped by now that I would find it disgusting but I am more than happy being around my smoking friends and I still feel as though I could quite easily have a cigarette, I just choose not to (without too much difficulty). Does this ever go - will smoking one day be repulsive? I still think about smoking quite a lot too just for less time than I probably did a couple of months ago.
Thank you anyone for your thoughts - would love to hear from you!