On day 38 now(not sure if Im posting on the right bit 1 or 2 months), everythings been fine, feeling good about my quit, not having craves of any substance but I feel like I have been on edge the last few days and today......wow......lets just say I may just have gone a wee bit over the score, very very short fuse, blowing up, sniping, sighing (loudly and with underlying menace and sarcasim) and generally acting like a bit of a mental moo! My partner (who luckily dosn't live with me) does not know I have quit as he did not know (after over 3 years) that I smoked in the first place has just gone off to play snooker looking at me all wide eyed with fear and tip toeing out the door incase the inferno errupts again lol! Although a few wee annoying things happened today I would normally these take in my stride....there was no striding today just alot of stomping.
I need a chill pill........someone hurry and get me one before he gets back and signs me into a mental institution arrrgggghhh I know I need to learn to take a deep breath and shut my gob......but its HARD!!!! Lol.