I sit here amazed that I have gone through 2 days am now on day 3. Who would have thunk it eh?
I'm not going to say it has been a breeze so far as there have been a few twitchy moments but by and large, with focus, its been manageble. Thats the key for me is to remain focused. If i drop my guard and forget what I am trying to achieve here i reckon i will be at risk of relapsing. I'm definately spending a lot of time thinking about this whole thing which i dont dig much but as i say, i guess i have to to remain focused and on top of it. Its just a bit boring thats all.
In terms of how I feel physically, I have noticed my sense of smell and taste have changed/improved. Also, my teeth are aching a little bit which is weird. My chest feels a little tight and i have a slightly blocked nose. I am definately more lethargic and yawning a lot and my concentration tends to wander off every now and then and i get glazed eyes. Strangely my colleagues say i seem more chilled out now than before which is also wierd. I think its becase before i was in turmoil about needing/wanting to give up which was compounding the issue.
lastly, and how is this for added motivation, my daughter is 13 on Sunday and she said to me last night "i'm so proud of you Dad, this is the best Birthday present you could ever give me!"
Cheers all and thanks again. I appreciate your time.