I'm finding the last couple of days to be getting harder and harder. I am currently over half way through day 13 and I am finding the urge to smoke getting stronger and stronger. I am actually sweating at the moment. I have an e cig at home which I kept with me the first few days but didn't use it. I have cigarettes at home and I was able to sit in the house and not take them either. But now that I am spending the weekend in my other halfs (even though he is at work) I am finding it really hard. I have access to cigarettes anyway and I am very tempted to just light one up. I've never hit rock bottom on a quit before but at the minute I really just want to forget the quit and light up. I know I would be incredibly disappointed in myself but it feels like I really have gone about this the wrong way (If I had the e cig here at least I could use it to make sure I don't smoke). Why isn't there a magic button that we can press and make the withdrawl process finish straight away? I have never known a craving like this and although I have been stubborn so far I really don't know if I can keep being stubborn or if I should just give in and try again when I have been able to get my e cig or if I should just keep suffering and run the risk of getting resentful of the quit. I'm not sure what to do for the best so any advice will be greatly received and appreciated.
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