Having a hard time today. I think it's because I'm still angry and also for the loss of the machine. How I wish it was bedtime and I could get this day over. I'm not giving up though I know it won't get any easier if I have to do it again. I 'don't' want a cigarette and I don't have any because I smoked them all before I quit. Don't know what I do want. Wish I was able to go to sleep during the day but I never have so I suppose the hours will just drag on. I wish I could get rid of the taste in my mouth. I had it for the 12 days I wasn't smoking and it's back again. Its a taste that makes me think about cigarettes but I know they don't taste like that. I tried everything to get rid of it last time and only alcohol worked. Far too early for that One addiction is enough!!!! I must have been on here 20 times today checking the messages. I can't get motivated to do anything at all. Lets hope everyone else is having a better day.