Well, after around 50 days smoke free, things went south quickly wih my life, I smoked for around 25 days to "cope" and just finished the last one. I realize that smokes don't help the stress and dissapointments, but they kept me from reaching for bottles. So, here we go again! Here's hoping I can stomp the anger stage as it gets me every time. I soaked and tore up the last two in the pack. Tomorrow will be day 1, as it will be the first full day without smoking again. Breathe easy everyone, I can't wait to.