OK, as some probably know I've been quitting, smoking one fag , quitting, smoking a packet, then smoking for a week, stopping for one day, starting smoking again, quitting for good, smoking just with alcohol, quitting, smoking one with stress etc. etc. for over a year.I have achieved some fairly remarkable (for me) miniature periods of sobriety in the midst of this but it has never been lasting.
I finally got back my quit head, and I know i'll never have another. I know the addiction inside out, I know there's no arguing or tricking it, or just oneing it, I know all the tricks it plays.
OK, I'm well and truly done with it now.
Currently seven days (if not for pack of ten on a night out- never enough a packet of ten, especially with booze- would've been a month...:()
I got it now, look forward to seeing you all in the proper year(no cheating) folder