Day 17 - Do look back in anger

I was awake at 5am, and managed to take a further 2 hrs to get out of bed.

Spent the time looking back and thinking about the hold the cigarrete has had on me over me and the fun times we have had.

In the car : sparking up trying not to crash, the smell - can everyone who gets in whiff it, buy lots of magic tree air freshner, the schmeggy ash on the side of the car, has the flick out of the window worked or is the back seat smouldering.

At golf - 18 holes, about 80 shots, 1 on way, 2 on 1st tee(nerves), 1 every other hole (im outside), 1 for a bad hole (cheer up), 1 for a good hole (celebrate), 1 on the last (cant smoke in the bar) - not far off a pack in 5 hrs

At work, 1 for stress, 1 for completion of something, 1 before start something, do I look busy when outside when having the fag ringing people on my mobile or reading emails or just a pillock, where to chuck the butt that pile of silk cut on the floor cant all be mine

On Holiday - The worry about not smoking for all that time, Is there anywhere worse (maybe hell) than the airport smoking lounge, how can i sneak off at the other end, collecting bags youd think they would let you have at least one in baggage collection, duty free have they my brand, can I get a couple of boxes and not get clocked by wife (40 euros how much?)

Dentist - despite brushing teeth for 6 hrs before I go still have one on the way and spend the whole time knowing that they know

Etc etc - sorry to ramble - that was probably only 10 mins of my 2 hrs but boring myself now

To conclude - I feel the need the need to QUIT and best wishes to all

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  • brilliant post sooooooooooo true

    it did bring a smile to my face cause its just so spot on

    well done

    boo

  • :D Hilarious.

    Trying to smoke fast before a meeting, walking in last, knowing you pong and dying for the loo but you couldn't fit both in. Yep, great stress reliever!

  • wicked post but in a good way made me smile anyway

    never quit quitting

    jenni x

  • Great post :) keep it going ;)

  • Fantastic.

    I love this. This was me all over. 1 to get going. 1 to reward myself for getting going. The dentist one is sooo true, sucking loads of mints after only for the dentist to tell me i really should give up as my gums are receeding, only to light one up on the way out as the trauma of finding out my gums are receeding worried me....

  • Fantastic.

    I love this. This was me all over. 1 to get going. 1 to reward myself for getting going. The dentist one is sooo true, sucking loads of mints after only for the dentist to tell me i really should give up as my gums are receeding, only to light one up on the way out as the trauma of finding out my gums are receeding worried me....

    haha this post gets better and better its so true its making me laugh

  • Great post!!!

    Yea the dentist, I used to be so embrassed by the tar stains on my teeth, I even bought a dentist prong off Ebay to try to scrap away the stains. But since I quit, I noticed my teeth stains have recedded and my teeth look great....!

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