I don't want to discourage anyone by this post, but I have a need to confess.
2 hours ago I smoked half a roll-up.
I didn't even have a massive craving for it...it was, like someone else said, a f**k it moment. And I enjoyed it. That's the worse thing.
I have cut my Champix down to one a day, probably about 4 weeks ago and for me the cravings have slowly re-emerged. This morning I forgot to take one at all.
Is the Champix that powerful or am I that weak???
It's shaken me because I thought I wanted NOT to smoke. And today I chose to smoke.
Please god, don't let me sabotage myself.
I haven't posted here for a while. Now I feel maybe I should have. Perhaps it would have kept me focused.