Had a big argument after a couple of pints on wednesday night and had the biggest craving I've had for months. It was awful, all I could think at the time was that smoking would make me feel so much better, that it didn't matter anyway, that I might as well just smoke as I deserved it - all the mad things that you tell yourself when you first stop. I haven't thought like that for so long and it's really depressing that those thoughts are not only still there but are clearly so close to the surface. I didn't smoke but instead of feeling pleased with that I just feel disappointed and annoyed - I kind of feel like I did smoke as the urge to was so strong (if that makes any sense?!)
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