Dunno what happened to me in Day 20, have been mad as a hatter urrggh!! Now please don't laugh cos this is gonna sound so silly ok laugh if you want to cos I'm over it now but it shows my brain isn't quite erm, there yet. It all started yesterday afternoon when my dearly beloved Mum (in deep trouble now but soon to be forgiven) sent me a book called 'How to Knit Your Own Cat'. Yeah right. Why the f*ng HELL would I want to KNIT a CAT???? Either she's lost her marbles or I have lost mine???? I mean, if I knitted one what would I do with it???? Can't say here kitty, kitty or wait for it to go mousing, cos its KNITTED!!!! Okay so she prob thought it would be something to do with my hands. And she meant well but it made me so mad I kinda dreaded what she would do if she wanted to do me an injury. I know I sound ungrateful but it was an expensive book and I could have either got a weeks electricity or a pile of food for that money. And at this stage of my recovery from smoking all I can see is that if I had attempted a pattern that complicated the knitting would be up in the air, the book out the window in flames, and me up the street with a cig in each hand. Grrrr. And the toaster and everything packed up this morning, due to a trip switch when I was getting ready for no stop smoking clinic and only eating so I could take the Champix. Got locked out of my flat TWICE cos lock gone funny. Been yelling, crying, swearing, wanted a cig SOO desperately!! aaaarrrrgggghhhh!! Whats going on????
Feel fine now though
Hey guys am cool,
Except when my internet just went off it never rains but it pourshuh.