All morning I've been having major wobbles and near consistently thinking about a smoke. The cravings have been getting progressively worse from yesterday.
I'd been doing so well and now all I think is that it would only take me a matter of minutes to walk to the shop. Sod it. What's the point if the cravings never really do go away?
I have a bit of pregnancy depression that is rearing it's head and as a result having a lot of relationship problems. Quitting smoking has not helped my emotions one bit either. I can't do something physical to keep myself occupied as I hurt my back yesterday. All I want to do, other than smoke, is cry or sleep but I can't even do that as I have a toddler to look after.
I know the answer is not to do it and this probably just sounds like a self-indulgent rant. Sorry.