What can I say, A HUGE BIG THANKS to you all, you made me see sense and realise how far I have came already. I just have to keep going, when you think of days it does'nt seem alot but when you think of how many cigs you would have smoked in those days its loads and I am so glad I have'nt smoked. The support out there is fab, really appreciate it. My hubby works away from home alot so I am doing this on my own, if he was here it would be better he is a MEGA ANTI SMOKER, hates it and hated me doing it. (I am not telling him I done that yesterday) !
12 days smoke free and I am so grateful, still on champix as well and I actually did forget that if I had smoked it would have been yuk anyway because of them as well. You forget your taking them.
I dont even know why I went and bought a packet, I cant say I have a craving as such I think it is more that I done it for 25 years its what I do (DID) and routine, who knows but something came over me and made me do it.
I love smelling nice, home fresher,(my 2 teenage kids have noticed that and commented, they dont usually notice anything lol), not having to use air freshners every time I light a ciggie, I see what people are meaning when they say it's freedom.
So onwards and upwards and I will refrain from being a complete idiot again. Oh and I am going to buy loads of salad stuff, having salad for dinner. No cakes ! lol
I KEEP TELLING MYSELF "i DONT WANT TO SMOKE ANYMORE" I HAVE BEEN A NON SMOKER FOR 12 DAYS (I never thought I would get by 12 minutes so it really can happen)
Enjoy your weekend !