Wow. I thought it was going so well and then BAM! last night I turned into a psycho bitch!! Was cooking tea for me and hubby and I don't even know what triggered it, but he said something I didnt like the sound of, and I picked up the pan of mince and just poured it all over the floor, then proceeded to scream and shout and cry like a 7 year old brat!
This went on all night......
This morning I'm feeling very silly and full of apologies, but am also feeling so depressed. I didnt give into temptation. I'm still smoke free, but man do I really want a fag now!! I know that if I had one, I'd feel so much better, but at the same time, I'm not going to do it, cos the disappointment I'd feel would be so much worse.
How long is this feeling of despair going to last? it's horrible :O(